Namaste All,
2020 has been a year of Vision for all of us and I have to be honesty it has been one of the years where I have had to practice what I have always been preaching.
I have learnt to do Zoom online and had to teach myself, I never thought I would be able to do it but I did, I have learnt how to do reading etc on Zoom it is amazing what we can do if we need to right.
I am busy preparing to move once more for all of those who have asked me , I am going to my son in Morning-side Area and down scaling so am getting rid of many things again and learning to detach . This time has been huge as I have let my big Buddha go , and realized that Buddha is not and external statue but a internal vibration.
Many Unicorn Blessings everyone please contact me for readings and Zoom workshops.
Namaste Carol
Your Inner Castle.
Imagine being a wonderful castle with long hallways and thousands of rooms. Each room in the castle is perfect and possesses as special gift. Each room represents a different aspect of yourself, and an integral part of the entire perfect castle. As a child, you explore every part of your castle, without shame or judgment. Fearlessly you search every room for its jewels and its mystery. Lovingly you embrace every room, whether it is a closet, bedroom, bathroom, or cellar. Each and every room is unique. Your castle is full of light, love, and wonder. Then one day, someone came to your castle and told you that one of your rooms was imperfect, that surely it didn’t belong in your castle. They suggested that if you wanted a perfect castle you should close and lock the door to this room. Since you wanted love and acceptance, you quickly closed off this room. As time went by more and more and more people came to your castle, they all gave you’re their opinions of the rooms they liked and the ones they didn’t. And slowly you shut one door after another. Your marvellous rooms were being closed off, taken out of the light, and put into dark. A cycle had begun. Then you closed more and more rooms for all kinds of reasons. You closed doors because you were afraid, or thought the rooms were to bold. You closed doors to rooms that were too conservative. You closed door because other castles you saw did not have a room like yours. You closed doors because your religious leaders told you to stay away from certain rooms. You closed any door that did not fit into society’s standards or your own ideal. The days were gone when your castle seemed endless and your future exciting and bright.
You not longer cared for each room with the same love and admiration. Rooms you were once proud of, you willed to disappear. You tried to figure ways to get rid of these rooms, but they were part of the structure of your castle. Now that you had shut, the door to whatever room you didn’t like time went by until one day you just forgot that room altogether. At first, you didn’t realize what you were doing. It just became a habit. Shutting the rooms actually started to make me feel safe. Soon you found yourself living in just a few small rooms. You had learnt how to shut off life and become comfortable doing it. Many of us also lock away so many rooms that we forgot we were ever a castle. We began to believe we were just a small, two-bedroom house in need of repairs.
Each room is an essential part of the structure and each room has an opposite somewhere in you castle.
The castle is just a metaphor to help you grasp the enormity of who you are.
We each possess this sacred place inside ourselves. It is easily accessed if we are ready and willing to see the totality of who we are. Most of us are scared of what we will find behind the doors to these rooms.
But if you truly desire to change the direction of your life you must go into your castle and slowly open each door. You must explore your internal universe and take back all that you’ve disowned.
Only in the presence of your entire self, can you appreciate your magnificence and enjoy the totality and uniqueness of your life.
(Information taken from: Debbie Ford – The Dark side of the Light Catchers)